put your arms around my soul and take it dancing

These were my favorite 2 numbers of last weeks episode!

I don't watch American Idol, but I was shown this the other day and I was blown away. Who know "Heartless" sung acoustically was better than the real deal from Kanye West? Take a listen, I'm sorry I don't have the actual live video, but if you want to see it go to www.AmericanIdol.com and watch it there. Here is Kris Allen with his version of "Heartless"

ON A LIGHTER NOTE =)



So Tin Tin, Bry, Erin and myself went to this restaurant downtown called Pom Pom's Teahouse & Sandwicheria. It was very artsy and laid back, just the way I love it. They brew their own flavors of tea and have recipes for sandwiches that just blew my mind away.

I had the raspberry chocolate tea (so good) and for my meal I had the Danny (G) sandwich. Let me tell you, my taste buds where just flabbergasted .... they have never been happier in my entire lifetime! This sandwich had ginger cranberry chutney, almonds, brie, red onions and apples....... no lie, it was the best sandwich I have ever tasted.

So thank you Danny (G), thank you Pom Pom's and THANK YOU TIN TIN!!!









keep it real.

So I was listening on my Ipod .... oh WAIT! Yes I FINALLY have an IPOD! (thanx Bry) =D. ANYWAYS..... and the song "Class" from the movie soundtrack of Chicago came on. Not only did this reinstate my desire to play the role of Velma Kelly on Broadway, but it just made me laugh thinking where the F&*^& has class gone? Right out the window! This song just reminds me of where I work in general (oh and Rhode Island =P). Between the people who work for the same company, the people who I have to share a breakroom with and the guests who come visit... there is seriously a lack of class in this world I live in.

here are the lyrics for those people who have never heard of this song before or who are too lazy to look up the lyrics for themselves....

"Whatever happened to fair dealing And pure ethics And nice manners? Why is it everyone now is a pain in the Ass? Whatever happened to class? Whatever happened to Please may I And Yes thank you And How charming? Now every son of a bitch Is a snake in the grass Whatever happened to class? Oh, there ain't no gentelmen to open up the doors, There ain't no ladies now there's only pigs and whores And even kids'll knock you down so's they can pass Nobody's got no class!!!Whatever happened to old values And fine morals And good breeding? Now no-one even says oops When they're passing their gas Whatever happened to class? Oh, There ain't no gentelmen that's fit for any use, And any girl will touch your privates for a deuce And even kids'll kick your shins and give ya sass Nobody's got no class! All you read about today is rape and theft Jesus Christ, ain't there no decency left? Nobody's got no class! Every guy is a snot Every girl is a twat Holy shit What a shame What became of class? " - Velma and Mama, Chicago (movie soundtrack)



true statement.

So I just bought a new laptop the other day, and I had to convert all of my CD's over to iTunes. During the process I listened to so many songs that I havent heard in YEARS!! When this song came on I had to laugh. I had to share this video with you because Robbie Williams is so hilarious.

So ladies and Gentlemen, prepare yourself for what you are about to see. Here is Robbie Williams in "Rock DJ"

live laugh love

You know what just pushes my buttons? Fake people.

Fake people are backstabbing liars who will be nice to your face, but the moment you turn your back to them they will be the first to make a rude comment or say cruel things about you. Some of these folk will only be nice to you if they need something or if it benefits them in some way. Sometimes they will even act like they are your friend and actually hold a good conversation with you when no one is around... but that quickly goes away the moment certain other people come into the picture and are hanging around. When this happens its like you no longer exist in their world. If you have something to say at that time (whether it has something to do with the current conversation that the others are holding or not), best bet is that they won't even acknowledge what you just said or take it seriously. No matter what happens, they carry on their conversation and still don't include you.

A lot of fake people are usually just selfish, only caring about themselves and how they can benefit from any given situation. They always have this need to be the center of attention and if someone else is getting that attention, even for a minute, they will either pout or do what ever it is that will put that spotlight back on them.

I love how some fakers say how much they hate drama, but they are usually the first ones to talk crap about others or start rumors. It is sad that these people need to be the center of attention, talk bad about others, lie to their supposed "friends", and be sneaky on a daily basis. Those supposed "friends" could be the ones who would do anything for that person, but he/she will just push them aside and acts as if they could care less.


sorry for the ranting!!! their have just been way too many fake people in my life and it just irritates and upsets me. i just had to get it all out haha

ok im going to go back to being my happy self now =P

ALANIS MORISSETTE
right through you

Alanis is a great artist/song writer. Her lyrics are just amazing. My favorite album of hers is Jagged Little Pill because it is filled with anger and angst and emotion all which i can relate to!!


Right Through You is my song of the moment so check it out!



Wait a minute man
You mispronounced my name
You didn't wait for all the information
Before you turned me away
Wait a minute sir
You kind of hurt my feelings
You see me as a sweet back-loaded puppet
And you've got meal ticket taste

I see right through you
I know right through you
I feel right through you
I walk right through you

You took me for a joke
You took me for a child
You took a long hard look at my ass
And then played golf for a while
Your shake is like a fish
You pat me on the head
You took me out to wine dine 69 me
But didn't hear a damn word I said

I see right through you
I know right through you
I feel right through you
I walk right through you

Hello Mr. Man
You didn't think I'd come back
You didn't think I'd show up with my army
And this ammunition on my back
Now that I'm Miss Thing
Now that I'm a zillionaire
You scan the credits for your name
And wonder why it's not there

I see right through you
I know right through you
I feel right through you
I walk right through you

Is it wrong of me to say that I want to be a Pussy Cat Doll? Look at them!! They are all young gorgeous woman with confidence and great style, and they know how to dance. Yes, some of their movements can be a little riskay, but its not like they are doing porn or stripping! Just a thought I guess. I sure wouldn't mind walking a day in their shoes!!

So this was going around facebook so I decided I would give it a whirl. I found it a lot more difficult to write down 25 random things about myself than I thought it would be. So here it is below, 25 random things about myself if you care to read:


1. I think music is very powerful, its inspiring, deep, uplifting, and with the right songs its there to help you vent out all your feelings with out having to talk to some one.
2. I love to dance, its a great release and adrenaline rush and it just makes me feel wonderful
3. Most of my dancing back round is ballet
4. I smile alot, and most of the time I don't even realize that I am. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
5. I love the outdoors. The colors and the scenery can be breath taking, and the scent of fresh air is always uplifting. The main thing I love about the outdoors is the stars at night time.... just gorgeous.
6. I didn't start to like reading until a little over a year ago
7. I am a wallflower / observer. If I am quiet in a group gathering, this explains why.
8. Though dogs are cute, I am more of a cat person.
9. I could eat cereal all day every day... as long as it was the good kinds (froot loops, cocoa crispies, lucky charms, captain crunch, ext)
10. I haven't had a birthday party for myself since I was in middle school, and even then it was 2 to 3 months delayed. Why does my birthday have to be in such a busy holiday season?
11. My self confidence is low, and I get paranoid about people not liking me. I am currently working on those so I can improve myself and follow my New Years Resolutions.
12. I would totally live in the 60's/70's era if I could
13. I love fur boots and I would wear a pair everyday if I could. I wish I had more than just 1 pair
14. Public Speaking scares me
15. Traveling is something that I love and aspire to do. I want to travel the world someday soon.
16. I look back at my past and know I have done things I shouldn't have. I used to be a doormat and let people walk all over me and use me. I would do anything to make the people who really didn't matter in the end like me. All I would do is hurt myself or let others hurt me or get into trouble -- but everyone makes mistakes, and that is how we all grow and learn.
17. I know I am mature for my age. I have been told many times by quite a few people
18. I admire all different types of artwork.
19. I think living in Europe would be such a great experience and I would learn so much culture wise and see a plethora of breath taking scenery.
20. I believe in the paranormal and would like to go on a ghost hunt as an intern someday.
21. I did an internship at the Warwick Police Station in RI as a criminalist. It was a great experience. I learned about finger prints, blood spatter (that's right, spatter NOT splatter), I even was lucky enough to go to a few crime scenes and see a couple of dead bodies. This might be gross to most people but I found it interesting and I learned so much.
22. My ethnic back rounds consist of: Irish, Swedish, Italian, Cherokee Indian and English.
23. I have a abnormally long tongue and can touch it to my nose. Thank you dad!
24. I don't really watch TV that often.
25. I like dimly lit rooms with a few candles or Christmas lights hung along the ceiling.


Try it out and see for yourself!!

Ok, so I know I haven't updated this in a while and I have been meaning to so this is a well over due post.
This year I wanted to try a couple of other resolutions that I have never tried before, but I know that I need to improve on. This year I want to focus on being happy with myself (which doesn't happen often). I'm a very insecure, sometimes paranoid, self doubting person with low self esteem. I know that this all needs to change in order for me to pursue a happy lifestyle, and I am ready to take that leap this year.

New Years Resolutions

-Be more confident
-believe in yourself
-ban self doubt
-Relax and know that everything is going to be ok
-STOP thinking bad thoughts (only good happy ones)
-just breathe and STOP worrying
-Be more organized
-keep room clean
-put things back where they belong the moment your done with them
-keep an updated calendar
-be on top of everything


These are the major resolutions. Of coarse there are a few other resolutions that I did not post but they are not as important. I am hoping for major self improvements this year.

Just remember, Its fine in '09! Now go out there and live your life! This year is going to be a great one!
=)