put your arms around my soul and take it dancing

Is it wrong of me to say that I want to be a Pussy Cat Doll? Look at them!! They are all young gorgeous woman with confidence and great style, and they know how to dance. Yes, some of their movements can be a little riskay, but its not like they are doing porn or stripping! Just a thought I guess. I sure wouldn't mind walking a day in their shoes!!

So this was going around facebook so I decided I would give it a whirl. I found it a lot more difficult to write down 25 random things about myself than I thought it would be. So here it is below, 25 random things about myself if you care to read:


1. I think music is very powerful, its inspiring, deep, uplifting, and with the right songs its there to help you vent out all your feelings with out having to talk to some one.
2. I love to dance, its a great release and adrenaline rush and it just makes me feel wonderful
3. Most of my dancing back round is ballet
4. I smile alot, and most of the time I don't even realize that I am. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
5. I love the outdoors. The colors and the scenery can be breath taking, and the scent of fresh air is always uplifting. The main thing I love about the outdoors is the stars at night time.... just gorgeous.
6. I didn't start to like reading until a little over a year ago
7. I am a wallflower / observer. If I am quiet in a group gathering, this explains why.
8. Though dogs are cute, I am more of a cat person.
9. I could eat cereal all day every day... as long as it was the good kinds (froot loops, cocoa crispies, lucky charms, captain crunch, ext)
10. I haven't had a birthday party for myself since I was in middle school, and even then it was 2 to 3 months delayed. Why does my birthday have to be in such a busy holiday season?
11. My self confidence is low, and I get paranoid about people not liking me. I am currently working on those so I can improve myself and follow my New Years Resolutions.
12. I would totally live in the 60's/70's era if I could
13. I love fur boots and I would wear a pair everyday if I could. I wish I had more than just 1 pair
14. Public Speaking scares me
15. Traveling is something that I love and aspire to do. I want to travel the world someday soon.
16. I look back at my past and know I have done things I shouldn't have. I used to be a doormat and let people walk all over me and use me. I would do anything to make the people who really didn't matter in the end like me. All I would do is hurt myself or let others hurt me or get into trouble -- but everyone makes mistakes, and that is how we all grow and learn.
17. I know I am mature for my age. I have been told many times by quite a few people
18. I admire all different types of artwork.
19. I think living in Europe would be such a great experience and I would learn so much culture wise and see a plethora of breath taking scenery.
20. I believe in the paranormal and would like to go on a ghost hunt as an intern someday.
21. I did an internship at the Warwick Police Station in RI as a criminalist. It was a great experience. I learned about finger prints, blood spatter (that's right, spatter NOT splatter), I even was lucky enough to go to a few crime scenes and see a couple of dead bodies. This might be gross to most people but I found it interesting and I learned so much.
22. My ethnic back rounds consist of: Irish, Swedish, Italian, Cherokee Indian and English.
23. I have a abnormally long tongue and can touch it to my nose. Thank you dad!
24. I don't really watch TV that often.
25. I like dimly lit rooms with a few candles or Christmas lights hung along the ceiling.


Try it out and see for yourself!!

Ok, so I know I haven't updated this in a while and I have been meaning to so this is a well over due post.
This year I wanted to try a couple of other resolutions that I have never tried before, but I know that I need to improve on. This year I want to focus on being happy with myself (which doesn't happen often). I'm a very insecure, sometimes paranoid, self doubting person with low self esteem. I know that this all needs to change in order for me to pursue a happy lifestyle, and I am ready to take that leap this year.

New Years Resolutions

-Be more confident
-believe in yourself
-ban self doubt
-Relax and know that everything is going to be ok
-STOP thinking bad thoughts (only good happy ones)
-just breathe and STOP worrying
-Be more organized
-keep room clean
-put things back where they belong the moment your done with them
-keep an updated calendar
-be on top of everything


These are the major resolutions. Of coarse there are a few other resolutions that I did not post but they are not as important. I am hoping for major self improvements this year.

Just remember, Its fine in '09! Now go out there and live your life! This year is going to be a great one!
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